Amber Gems

Amber Gems         Eyes reveal a persons soul. When all(prenominal) is well, the shimmer homogeneous stars in the heavens and when sad they reveal a usher of a broken attaint. Angela Rago has eye the color of a potent fire. They glow like hot coals when she is mad. However, when she is content, they sparkle like tenuous gems. Through all the memories I share with her those amazing eyes are the first to come to chief. It is the sincerity of the fiery gems that legion me to befriend the girl that owns them. I never thought she and I would become close, much less practically sisters. But someplace between the day I met her and this instant we developed a bond that will never die.

        Angela entered my life during rehearsal for the dance chorus c at a timert in 1999. I still look upon how her auburn h publicise lay on her gingham shirt and the line of work of her olive, Italian complexion once morest her khaki pants. She was more or less heavenly in appearance.

Hi, what voice are you? I asked as I was set every single for the dance number.

Alto, just now I can sometimes tittle-tattle Soprano, she said angelically.

Well we are down both Altos¦. if you dont mind the front. I replied. She solitary(prenominal) smiled and nodded.

        Two weeks later the show was everywhere and summertime was just beginning. To be honest, I had forgotten all ab step forward Angela until I saw her again at my storm birthday party June 22. We talked and giggled all nighttime. By the time everyone was verbalise goodbye we had exchanged numbers and planned several childs play things for July. Angela and I hung out everyday. Watching Sailormoon and gabbing online were yet both of our routine rituals.

        Before we realized it school was soon starting. I was in a catering course and needed a wrinkle in the restaurant business; Angela just needed a job. So, my mom told us about a place named Charleys that had cardinal positions open for hosting. For the interview Angela and I dressed exactly the same, khakis and azure tops. After brief questioning and a tour we had land the perfect job. The coolest part about it was we were working in concert. Our first night on the job was a blast. We mastered the phone, greeting and seats the customer all in the matter of a some hours. The year viewmed set for success; only life never goes the way we dream.

        Leaves the color of rubies, oranges and golden rays blanketed the earths ground. Chimneys had smoke seeping from their mouths and the air had the sent of purity. November was beautiful to everyone except me because a new Angela had entered my life. She was an abomination version of the one I once knew. You eer hear about friendly relationships being altered by a fathead however you never think much of it until it is ripping your cordiallyheartedness apart. Angela was in love with a guy named Casper and the worst of it complex him taking away my stovepipe friend. People say green-eyed monster shed light ons a person bitter; all it made me was dear of despair. Everything suddenly had to involve Casper. Nights of watching movies in our pajamas were almost unhearable of and all the happiness that once shone through her eyes now was blocked by his dark reflection. I tried to hold our knowledge but I didnt befool enough oestrus about it. If I had everything would piddle never bypast as far as they did and life wouldnt have been so horrible.

        We had been bit for weeks about her love for Casper when the holidays finally approached. Her eyes were nothing much than hollow pits by now. Angela had dour into lies and deceit. However, nothing seemed to hurt as much as hearing her say she hated me on recent Years.

        Though we were having problems, we had planned to go to a New Year Eve party together and then snuff it the night at my house. To keep the peace, I had my boyfriend recognize in Casper also. The party actually calmed the bickering. Everyone was laughing, dancing and playing pool. To this day I still believe I saw the glimmer bum in Angelas eyes for a few hours that night. There was only an hour left until 2000 when my boyfriend, Scott, and I left to get the pizzas. We were endure fifteen minutes before the ball dropped. There was so much commotion I failed to notice Angela and Casper missing until by and by midnight. I searched everywhere to no prevail. Finally, I called her mom to see if she went syndicate. Just as I was dialing the number Angela and Casper walked in from a ride.

        Swiftly the relief of knowing she was safe turned into anger. There were several words exchanged early that sunrise but the last few are all I remember.

Stop being like my mom Angela screamed.

I could if you actually knew how to be a friend. I cried. There was a pad moment of silence and the final three words I hate you. Standing in the cold I watched in part as Caspers truck left the neighborhood to take Angela home. The unthinkable had become reality; I had lost my best friend. That night my boyfriend held me for hours and by morning life was once again looking promising.

        My New Year Resolution was to make peace with Casper and rebuild my friendship with Angela. After a warm shower and some hot food I began the sue of getting my life back in order. I called Casper and together we sorted through our differences. Then he picked me up and operate me to Angelas house. I met her at the front door with a run of tears and a million apologies. We were all once again happy and for the first day in months I fierce asleep without crying.

        Sadly, the renewed friendship lasted only a niggling while. It was the third week in January when a simple be amiss shook our unsteady friendship again. Angela had plans to see Casper that day but they were cancelled because her parents didnt like her hanging out with him. Since, she was then wanton I asked her mom if she could stay the night. I was taking a shower when Angela called me claiming I had talked her parents out of letting her see Casper. indoors hours everything was out of control. That day I clear upicially separated myself from the friendship and by doing so caused Angela to be banned from seeing Casper. I never thought insecurity could destroy a friendship but it was able to destroy ours. I was always stressful to protect her and keep everything happy. I should have realized the treat in the way I was acting but when my knowledge domain was crumbling around me I couldnt see I was making hers change integrity too.

        By March I was completely dead and Angela had transform into a person I didnt want to know. Drained from all the stressed I asked to move to live with my grandparents. I never thought I would miss Angela considering all the pain and fight but by the end of April I was homesick. Finally, after thousands of tears I called her. To my surprise Angela was more than willing to listen and talk.

We had almost completely rebuilt our relationship when I moved back home the first weekend in June.

        Summer brought a administer of old memories. Everyday was spent the same as the summer before until on night in late July. It was two days after the news of my mothers cancer and my friends wanted me to go to a pool party to get my mind off things. It would have worked if my ex-boyfriend, Scott, hadnt gotten angry because I wanted to leave early. What started out as yelling ending with me lying on the ground in tears; Angela had stood over the entire event with two steamy coals glaring at us. Then suddenly she was gone; she left me when I needed her most.

        I wish I could say that she had ran for help and that we are still friends today but, that only happens in my dreams. Too many little things will always interfere and there will always be the dour memories of all that went wrong. Angela is the only person I have been through so much for and is the only friend I have cried myself to sleep thinking about. Though her friendship was at one time the most important thing to me I have come to realize the pain isnt worth the small spurts of happiness. I still love the owner of the warm amber gems but now only from afar.

        

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